Like every ounce of joy that I had
Has left
I totally understand sometimes after a break up
females be like "now what am i supposed to do?"
That's so how I feel and
It's not a good feeling at all
I put so much more into that relationship than most knew
Even him cause he was blinded by past mistakes
He just couldn't let it go
So we had to let it go
It hurts me to my soul to not have him
Slick pathetic
And yet... I wish he were right here
I wanted him to be the one
Wanted things to change
They just didn't
Somewhere along tha line we stopped
bein on tha same page
I say both are to blame
But that's not the topic
I love so much
And still do
To want him or nothing
Was one thing it came to
Two times I tried
But the Lord had denied
Those things considered
And we still couldn't find
A way to bridge tha things we wanted
So i'm torn and confused
and now my heart is bruised
