He Aint Thinkin Bout You

It's funny how when he's home
all he does is text you
Guess cause he aint got much ta do
But as soon as he goes out
he clearly shows
He aint thinkin bout you

The calls go unanswered
The texts make it seem as if
you're talkin to yourself
Hours and hours pas by
And it becomes more apparent that
He aint thinkin bout you

It's not that he can't be out
havin his fun
Just tha fact that he expects texts from you
when you're the one that's out
With no problem you comply
cuz you  can't even deny
He's always on your mind
So a simple "i love you" is what you send
You expect then a reply
but again he makes it clear that
He aint thinkin bout you

He said he would come see you today
See you off before you left outta town
cuz it's been a while since he's come around
But now he's no where to be found
And your calls get no answer
You already know
He aint thinkin bout you

Alone

He doesn't care
He hasn't even noticed I'm not there
Pain from the needles in my arm
As the constant drip of morphine tries to make me numb
The number of visitors I've had since I've been here is less than one
The morphine only numbs so much
My emotions are loud and as the tears fall from my eyes
I begin to realize I am alone
My boyfriend hasn't even called my phone
No text to see if I'm ok or how I feel

I barely get a response when I txt him
I don't have to wonder why
I just wonder who
has his attention
And did I forget to mention
I've been here more than a day
But its tha game that he chooses to play
And by my side he choose not to lay

My heart hurts
So in this bed I stay
As the occasional nurse comes in to check on me
And as she give me more pain medicine
Slowly the tears stop as I begin to slip into sleep
The pain is over for today
But one fact remains,
I'm still in this room alone